june 2021

     We are experiencing summer-like weather from the start of spring. This temperature deceives us into thinking about our sanity base on the month. I don't believe that we had seen our last wintery snow day before getting hit by the warm summer-like air. I had seen people wearing t-shirts and sweaters even before the snow all melted, rather than windbreaker jackets and jeans. Is this our new Canadian normal? The upside is people are coming out as the percentages of vaccinated citizens rise. The downside is people appearing to return to their "before the pandemic" daily routine far too early for my liking. Some of these people's mental states aren't all there. 
     Since I have been working a second job to keep up with the monthly bills, I see a better future now that my nephew is back. Although he isn't working full-time, I am glad he is earning an income. It isn't easy for me to fill my working hours at a grocery store and to come home working on my book. All I wanted to do is to get some food in my stomach and fall asleep afterwards. It has been exhausting some days. Thank God I work in an air-conditioning environment. Now that I think about it: this travelling back and forth does have its perks as well.  
     I have been listening to five nonfiction audiobooks to help me write my book. I realized I needed to remake my table of contents. I have some thoughts on the necessary changes. I noticed the growth of the sermons and the teachings coming from some of the known ministers. The branch on the subjects they discussed was noticeable because they learned this spread of sound knowledge in their theological seminaries. As I continued to research for things that were related to my case, this "spread" became evident to me. I cannot just pick a paragraph from what I read and plug it into my book. This branch must flow logically and scripturally accurate, and fitting. What is taking me so long to write is that I must understand their thesis first before pulling it out from their books to back up my statements. I get inspired every time I hear from a popular minister's sermon. Thank God for His scriptures to back up for a theological sound doctrine. It must also follow His Divine Will. Praise the Lord for His faithfulness! God is the only eternal who we can rely on for what is true and just.